Sunday, February 13, 2005
â 3:36 PM
happy valentine's to all my loved ones...it's 7.39am in the morning and i'm blogging...well anyway...not feeling well this morning so i'm skipping bryan tutorial...going to school at 10am just in time for chin's lecture...so that's how my valentine's day started...i woke up feeling quite sick...still having headache...considering i dont drink this cant be a hangover...haha...well didnt study much during the weekends...i'm sooo dead for a n p...well wat else is new huh...went to parkway yesterday...on the way there wei liang sms me...HE was there...oh goodness...sitting at delifrance...not once did he come over to talk to me...didnt even say goodbye...i think he was with his gf's family...oh well live's tough wat's new...pls dont come parkway anymore...it's my santuary...now u've contaminated it...the mixed fruit tart i ate yesterday wasn't nice at al...felt like puking it when i was eating...here's what i promise myself to do:
1.forget him even though it's going to kill me...he's not worth it...he's excuse that he's shy to come over n talk to me is total bullshit...then again dont think it'll kill melah...haha...maybe deleting him from memory isnt as easy as deleting him from my phone memory but i'll try...
2.i shall take care of my health...not feeling well and falling sick are not good signs at all...
3.i'll study harder from today...dont think i'll do well for a n p...but wat's the point moping about it now...i'll try to make the best out of the situation...
4.i resolve not to worry about silly things again...then again i like to think too much...so oh well...better be safe then sorry...
so this r what i'll be concentrating on from now on...
1.family and friens
2.school and school work
3.driving
4.running and swimming
i think this will keep me occupied for the time being...it's good to be exhausted...then i'll be too tired to worry about things...haha...
well it's 7.50am now...must go...shall pack my bag and head off for school...people i'm sorry about the presents...i can't give it to u guys today ok...it'll come on friday...ordered too late...as usual...last minute...